Slow Dance Night

My writings seem fleeting all the time; shifting from one nonsense point to another. I apologize for my lack of focus and consistency. I don't consider myself a writer, after all. Although one day, I would very much like to call myself one. All I have to do is practice, I guess. But to be frank, I have never reached perfection even with intense practice. Thus, I concluded that practice does not always make perfect. There is simply a tiny ray of hope to reach it someday which sadly, rarely happens. 

I'd also like to talk about something else. Friendship. I mean, isn't it horrible when a friendship dissapates into a paradox of nothing leaving you heartbroken and nostalgic for the past? I don't know how to avoid this and I guess, this is (unfortunately) unavoidable. We have to go through some 'downs' in life, right? I guess those times are the downs. I'll just be patient so that my ride can go back up- which will unfortunately go back down. I confess that I am not mature AT ALL but I can see how much I have matured over the years and I can't help but feel quite proud of myself actually. I've done so much mistakes, but without those mistakes, I will not be who I am now. Just remember, they're a part of life. Life isn't perfect. And those mistakes will help you be perfect. 

If you're in a situation that you're so depressed and all, I'm here okay! If you just want someone to know your story or you just want to ramble on and on, I'm here, okay? :) Just email me here. Hope all of you are doing well! 

By the way, I am heads over heels in love with these vintage cameras my grandpa lent me! I decided that they deserved a photoshoot (harharhar)! And this shoot sort of reminded me of this one blogger's post.. I forgot who. Dang my short-term memory. 

And I feel like I need to explain my title: I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS CENTURY'S NEW SINGLE LIKE OMG MY FEELS ASDFGHJKLIYTFVBNMTFCYRCGBXDABED ok Here's the preview --> Click here

AND I am in dire need of a trip to (California Summer) Camp. My next session will be around two weeks from now. Anyone know any ways of beating boredom? HAHAHA! 

I hope everyone's having their own sweet time wherever you are, whoever you may be! You all deserve it! :) 

Outfit inspired by one of Sartorially Challenged's. She has an amazing blog!

I've also joined this run called Outbreak (which I'm sure most of you know). Well, I sort of tried to keep track of my afternoon-night with my friends but well, if you watch my youtube video, you'll see that it was quite a bit of a failure. woops. 

(Here I go again, shifting from one point to another)